You'll be better in California I know you'll be better and you better believe You'll look better in California I know you'll be putting on the greatest display Better in California I know you'll be better in every single way You'll feel better in California We'll see you swimming in the sea of serenity In this moment, the culmination of The dream you built you plot upon And what you waited for Now that you waited so long (You waited so long for this world) Now show me your story Now show me you shall be I'm retrieving what you're leaving behind And believing that we'll meet again in time This is what you wish for

If I could act on this feeling I've got I could be someone who maybe you'd want I'd give you my heart But baby, I'm torn From pulling apart But I know you've got your beloved I'm the other one And I'll fuck it up for the both of You and your love, the beloved I'm the other one And I'll fuck it up for the both of us My desire, it will be slaughtered It's nothing knew, it's nothing I'll let your dreams come true With my slaughter This is a sacrifice From me to you I'll let your dreams come true It's me and you

Black hole in the search for your station You've strayed - I remain here My headphones are the cage that contains me The rage of my dilation Consult with my imagination Rejection. Replacing. Headphones and the cage that Holds the rage of my dilation, save me I know that you're here with me (you're here with me) Even though you're miles away On the other side of everything We are both at the edge of the system's great expanse Time slows down (we'll deny it) Breaks our bones (revive them) I can cope But I don't know where you'll find me I'll learn to let go I'm not on my own I'll learn to let go But I don't know where you'll find me I believe that we'll meet again Despite of all that lies in between I believe that we'll meet again With passion, I'm ecstatic Alive with passion What I imagine

You slip it in and the plot'll thicken, you're not a victim Make a choice to go destroy the sanctity within you Know that when you're going down this road again - seeping sin You'll feel it and you'll know you've been corrupted By now you own it This frame of mind will never be disrupted Or obstructed, but you know it's not productive You're seductive, feel insulted when your target is reluctant To give it, or get it. Reconstruct it - Interrupt it. Change your ideology You say, "but it's a part of me" "The way I was created. I won't be sedated - gotta be castrated to mitigate it - attenuate it - what I'm constantly craving The monster you made me, impossibly crazy Unconsciously training, becoming more dangerous and heinous, I hate it. It's like a bomb detonated." But you know that's not true. Boy what you want, you do You made your bed, you're making her lie in it with you You devised and intended but act surprised she kissed you Now slow your roll, this situation's diffusible Don't be delusional Y'all know the two of you Are more than suitable And practically immutable So go ahead, make this worse See if she'll still be yours After she's been reformed No longer like you are or what you were How you got these scars Does your heart feel torn from squeezing hers? Is it bleeding, yours? Will you close this door and tape it shut To overcome your very worst and stop how much you hurt? And stop how much you ache And stop how much you crave And stop having to fight your twisted mind every day

I'll haunt this place when I'm gone I'm sick and tired of being alone When I'm stuck in this great surround But they don't see me at all I will tie the knot that I hang from Pray it pulls me up to meet my God Rejoin the schism I will rejoice, I've found my resolution I'll write my own conclusion Normally eternity Comes to me as just a dream Now that I long for relief How can I still be redeemed? I'm leaving Watch as I make my fate Watch me disintegrate Watch me go I'm leaving it's just what I wanted Time to admit that I cannot shake the doubt I tried to resist it Time to let go of a life I will renounce Time to admit that I cannot shake the doubt Of this existence Time to let go of a life I will renounce I'm running out, I'm running out of all volition I'm an open wound I'm running out, I'm running out Just repetition There's nothing new I am nothing now I can't conform to this world What's this existence? I don't what it's for I don't know why How do I try to belong Now I decline to belong